Lost Hope & Grief (Hilang harapan dan duka) by Suprehatin
The sky began to darken with rain
How I can’t be shocked by the news
Rain falls and thunderstorms
My mother was deaths without signs
I woke up from my sleep
Today my nightmare and standing up
My heart hurt, my dreams failed
I felt hopeless, I felt useless, fearful
I felt depressed, I felt emotional
I can’t accepted all happened in my life
Grief many days and many months
My mother was blessed
That no one can replace forever
I can’t focused with my worked
I felt weakness all over
I want to broken with my new contract
My mother passed away buried
All my dreams with hopeless until now I have tears
Unfortunately my mother death caused
Suffered from cancer uterus inside her body
How I can’t be shocked by the news
Rain falls and thunderstorms
My mother was deaths without signs
I woke up from my sleep
Today my nightmare and standing up
My heart hurt, my dreams failed
I felt hopeless, I felt useless, fearful
I felt depressed, I felt emotional
I can’t accepted all happened in my life
Grief many days and many months
My mother was blessed
That no one can replace forever
I can’t focused with my worked
I felt weakness all over
I want to broken with my new contract
My mother passed away buried
All my dreams with hopeless until now I have tears
Unfortunately my mother death caused
Suffered from cancer uterus inside her body
This poetry tells about my mother who died without any sign and without messages to me. She is gone forever. I had no chance to look after her while she got cancer. I haven’t returned for six years.
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